Havent updated this for ages cuz i forgot my sign in name and i didnt ask anyone to find out what it was...but then KT told me it (3 cheers for KT! Woooo!) and its all good.

Except it kinda not...my Grandma (who was diagnosed with cancer before christmas and who seemed quite perky still at christmas when i went to visit her (relatives from newcastle came down to devon to see her and everything! that was a fun day...my dad's cousin commented on how varied my music taste is (ie westlife and kaiser chiefs). She said 'bugger' which amused me no end) has gone downhill dramatically since christmas. Her cancer has moved to her brain, she can barely communicate and hasn't really got any facial expressions. The doctors have given her days to live.

So anywho, I've temporarily abandoned uni, will probably go back on wednesday if nothing changes...

i have lovely friends though...lauren and becki were very sweet, as was KT when i got home and wittered to her for ages, elsa's taking notes in psychology for me and charlie (bless him) hugged me when i cried before leaving the flat even though he had no idea what was wrong. My Bunny (aka Toby) is coming round tomorrow to give me lots of cuggles.

i am fully aware that this hasn't been happy but i don't feel happy so...ner.